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Men of Steele, Book 3

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“…a VERY intelligent, detailed and complex romantic suspense book. … This is not your generic romance.” – Sonya Heaney, Sonya’s Stuff

“A sexy thrill ride of action and suspense.” – Cindy, SnS Reviews

“…a great story line, a real corporate thriller. I felt like I was reading David Baldacci or Dan Silva with a romance weaved in.” – Steve, Deanna’s World

Framed for espionage, reformed hacker Valerie Sanchez has no choice but to run. Worse, when the proof of her innocence is destroyed, things turn deadly. Can she trust the sexy terrorist hunter who mysteriously turns up to protect her, or is he the real threat?

Former Marine sniper Scott Kramer’s job was supposed to be easy. Follow the hot computer geek who stole plans for classified weapons until she meets her buyer, then let law enforcement take over. But when Valerie becomes an assassin's target, Scott's gut says she’s innocent. Now, he must risk his life—and his heart—to keep her safe.

Fun Facts:

  • In Blindsided, Valerie works for a company called Aggressor, but I had originally called it Red Team. Why? Because, in penetration testing (i.e. testing a company's or computer network's resistance to invaders) and military training exercises, the red team is the one that plays the enemy. But it turned out that Red Team is a popular company name in real life, and it's been used in a couple of fiction series as well. So, I asked my husband (retired Air Force) for ideas, and he came up with “aggressor.” An aggressor squadron is the one trained to act like the enemy in military war games. Perfect!
  • The city of Zachari is a fictionalized version of Oxnard, California (so I could take some liberties with it). According to Wikipedia, sugar magnate Henry Oxnard originally wanted to name the town Zachari—the Greek word for sugar—but encountered too much bureaucracy, so he named it after himself instead. So, this one's for you, Henry. Here's a picture of Oxnard from the beach.

    city of Oxnard, CA

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  • My parents lived in Oxnard at the same time my husband and I lived about two hours up the coast in Santa Maria. Since my dad and husband were both in the military—and my dad is on the other side of the country now—those two years were the closest I ever lived to my parents as an adult.
  • Four Corners, California is also part of my imagination, but would be in the Central Valley, near Yosemite, in the vicinity of Visalia.
  • Scott is the only hero in the Men of Steele universe (so far) who is not a former Air Force pararescueman (aka PJ). Don't ask me why, he just came to me as a Marine scout sniper.
  • I lived in San Diego for two years in college, and it's always been one of my favorite cities. When I wanted a break from the beach (say, what?), I would sometimes hang out at the Botanical Building in Balboa Park. In Blindsided, Valerie and Scott make a stop here to meet someone.

    Botanical building at Balboa Park in San Diego

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  • Scott listens to indie/alt rock—and has pretty much built a wardrobe from T-shirts displaying his favorite bands—and both he and Valerie share some of my own taste in music. My playlist while writing this book included “Starstruck” by Santigold, “Renegades” by X Ambassadors, “First” by Cold War Kids, “Waves” by Blondfire, and “Ophelia” by The Lumineers.
  • Want more Scott Kramer? Check out this interview with him at Read Your Writes (explicit, because he's foul-mouthed 😉 ).



Bethesda, MD
Friday, 7:00 a.m.

VALERIE SANCHEZ SUMMONED HER MOST dazzling smile and prepared to lie through her teeth. She unzipped her long wool coat as she approached the Westgate Defense Systems security desk before the early crowd of employees arrived.

“Hi, there. It’s my boyfriend Brian’s thirtieth birthday today, and I’d like to decorate his cubicle before he arrives.” She tugged the bouquet of Star Wars–themed helium balloons she had picked up that morning, making the shiny Darth Vader and R2D2 bounce.

The security guard, his badge pinned proudly to his chest, glanced around the empty lobby and swallowed. “I’d like to help you, ma’am, but I can’t let in anyone without an employee ID or visitor’s pass. Your boyfriend would have to vouch for you.”

“That would kind of give away the surprise, wouldn’t it?” she asked, her grin cheeky. “But, I understand.” Resting her free elbow on the counter, she leaned forward enough to give the man a glimpse of her already ample, plumped-to-the-max cleavage.

When his eyes strayed to the shiny little charm sewn to the front of her bra, she asked, “What if you escorted me?”

He snapped to attention, raising his eyes to meet her gaze, and cleared his throat. “I can’t leave my post. Not until the other guy shows up.” He checked his oversized sport watch. “And even then, you’d need someone to sign you in.”

Based on her previous surveillance, she was ninety-nine percent positive the other guard wouldn’t arrive for at least ten more minutes. Her partner Jay had pegged this one as more vulnerable and figured if she could get him alone, he’d be more susceptible to her “wiles.”

“I could be your guest,” she said, pushing the red-framed prop glasses onto the bridge of her nose.

His eyes widened. “But I don’t know you.”

“Well, let’s change that.” She held out her hand and smiled. “I’m Vanessa Rios.”

His face reddened all the way up to the roots of his receding brown hair. For a full five seconds, he didn’t respond. Then he grasped her hand in his own thick, clammy one. “John Watkins.”

She resisted the instinct to slide her palm against his. If she laid on the sex appeal too thick, he’d question her devotion to Brian, the programmer whose computer had access to the entire network at Westgate. A man she’d never met.

“Nice to meet you, John. I work in human resources at Farmington International. That’s where I met Brian before he got the job here. We’ve been dating for about two years.” She raised her eyes in thought. “Let’s see, what else? I’m a Libra, my friends call me Van even though I hate it, I have a sister, two cats, and a small apartment in Georgetown. I love living in D.C., but hate the traffic, and someday I want to do something important that changes the world for the better.”

He was giving her a funny look, but she was pretty sure she had him. “Or would it be easier if I just showed you some ID?”

A small part of her almost hoped he wouldn’t give in. As much as she wanted her pretext to work, this guy would be in big trouble if she succeeded. And he seemed nice.

Then again, if he wasn’t doing his job properly…

John chuckled and shook his head. “If you can wait until my partner shows, I’ll take you up.”

She glanced at her watch. “Unfortunately, I can’t. I have to leave for work in the next five minutes or I’m going to be late.” Frowning, she asked, “You know what? When your other half gets here, can you put this stuff on Brian’s desk for me? I was going to really do it up”—she placed a sack of streamers, banners, and party favors on the desk—“but the balloons will have to do. Oh! And don’t forget the cupcakes.”

Popping the lid on the Tupperware full of chocolate cupcakes with colorful confetti candy on top, she pulled out two and leaned over the counter to set them on John’s workspace. “One for each of you.”

The guard laughed outright and shook his head. “You’re something else, Van.” He glanced around the empty lobby, chewed on his lip, and stewed for several seconds before nodding. “All right, surrender your ID and I’ll give you five minutes.”

“Oh, my God, thank you.” She flashed him a smile as she laid her jacket and scarf over a nearby chair. Then she traded the fake license for a clip-on visitor’s badge, grabbed the party supplies, and turned for the elevators. “I’ll be quick.”

“I’ll be watching.” He pointed to the TV monitors.

Heart pounding, Valerie had to keep herself from running across the gleaming white marble. Not that she could have run in her heels anyway. She didn’t have enough practice wearing them, and they were pinching her toes. A minute later, she emerged onto the third floor and made her way along a row of blue cloth cubicles. Based on the map Jay had found God-knew-where, Brian’s desk was the fourth one on the right.

The entire space was eerily hushed, with no sound but the faint hum of fluorescent light bulbs and the whoosh of warm air coming from vents overhead.

She glanced up at the camera stationed on the ceiling behind Brian’s cubicle and waved. Then she clipped the balloons to the desk, casually positioning them to block the camera’s view of the computer. Draping streamers with one hand, she leaned over the keyboard, giving the guard a shot of her ass. She let her dress ride up as she used her other hand to snap a tiny gadget into a slot on the back of the computer.

Quickly, she finished decorating the small workspace and hightailed it to the lobby. “Thanks so much. I really appreciate this, John,” she said, smiling as she returned the badge for the license and donned her winter armor.

“Brian’s a lucky guy,” he murmured as she walked toward the tall glass-encased exit.

If he only knew. She gave the guard a little wave and forced herself to stroll nonchalantly into the cold.

* * *

Two hours after her little show for the Westgate guard, Valerie popped a few Skittles in her mouth and checked the time. Not-really-birthday-boy Brian was late logging into his computer. If she and Jay could crack Westgate, maybe her boss would finally let her work in the field with one of the covert ops teams.

The terrorist hunters—mostly buff, stoic, former military guys oozing swagger—often took along a computer specialist to monitor and control the target’s computer systems and perimeter alarms, allowing Aggressor International’s “wet work” guys to sneak up on the terrorists. Valerie had volunteered, but Duncan Hollowell had shut her down.

Something about fraternization. Because the big, strong, soldier types always went for the quiet nerdy girl, right?

She snorted.

Valerie wanted to kick terrorist butt too, even if her methods didn’t involve guns. She was one of Aggressor’s best white hat hackers. Duncan had no good reason for denying her beyond the fact that she didn’t have the literal balls.

Even the military had gotten over it.


On the desktop, her cell phone buzzed. Kevin Xu’s name lit up the display.

She sat up and swallowed her mouthful of fruity candy. Kev had been head of IT at Aggressor until a few months ago, and they’d kept in touch after he passed the bar and became a technical patent attorney at Bidwell, Muñoz & Christie, a law firm in Crystal City.

“Can I come back?” he asked after they went through the standard greetings, almost sounding serious.

She laughed. “What happened?”

“Our system administrator is a joke. We got hacked last night, and he easily could have prevented it.”

“How’d they get in?”

“SQL injection. We were running an out-of-date version of the mail server that had a known exploit.” He sighed. “Jesus, there’s so much potential for damage. To our clients, our cases, and God knows what else. Bidwell seems extra nervous.”

Kevin was right. The admin should have found the problem on his own, and the timing was even more unlucky considering Valerie had found that exact vulnerability in their systems a few weeks ago, along with several others.

“Why do people bother to hire Aggressor if they aren’t going to do anything with the info we give them?” she asked on a sigh.

There was a long pause. “What do you mean?”

She frowned. “BMC hired us to do a pen test. Duncan sent the results and recommendations last month.”

“Huh. I didn’t hear anything about it,” he said with irritation. “Then again, I’m not a partner, so I’m not privy to everything.”

“I’m also guessing the admin didn’t want to let the entire firm know how incompetent he was. Even more so considering he failed to patch the holes.”

“You want a job?” Kevin asked. “I’m thinking we’ll have an opening soon.”

“Ha, not in a million years.”

They chatted for a few more minutes, and then she got back to work on Westgate. But she couldn’t help wondering how many of the clients she hacked didn’t follow her recommendations to protect themselves. It wasn’t often she got a glimpse beyond sending the report.

The thought popped up again at home that evening when she was hanging out in a chat room where white hat hackers —probably some black hats too, who were sometimes the same people—and network administrators discussed tools, let each other know about vulnerabilities and how to fix them, and talked about the computer security industry.

A post from P1ut0 caught her eye. She shifted on her comfy couch, its worn microfiber catching at her sweatpants, while Santigold played through her headphones.

Her apartment wasn’t huge, or especially new. The kitchen was the size of a hamster cage, and the living room sofa had to double as her office, but for one person it was fine.

“Did you see that Parker + Fuchs got p0wned?” P1ut0 asked, talking about the giant personal products corporation based in Cleveland.

P + F was another Aggressor client from more than a year ago. They’d actually been pretty full of holes. A simple scan had identified several known, easy-to-fix issues within their system.

But even if they’d taken her advice, that didn’t mean new vulnerabilities hadn’t cropped up. Something as simple as a software or hardware update might bring defects that black hats could use to force their way in. Once someone identified the bug, any company using the affected system became an easy target until it was patched.

P1ut0 continued, “Someone there failed to notice that the print routers were set to admin/admin. Check your devices, people! That’s just plain lazy.”

Valerie jolted. The print routers had most definitely been on her report. The company had left the administrative username and password set to the defaults of “admin,” a common mistake, especially with peripheral devices like routers.

“When was the P + F attack?” she typed, using her primary chat room handle SPYDRCH1C4. It was an angry teen’s break from the screen name her papá had bestowed on her as a kid: CrackerJill. He was proud of her for being a girl in a world largely populated by boys and men. And, sadly, proud of their villainy. While hackers attack for the fun and challenge—or to protect their clients—crackers are malicious.

She and Papá had been crackers. And both of her dads had paid the price.

“Last week,” P1ut0 replied.

She sagged back into the soft cushions and stared at the popcorn ceiling, its dark and light gradations reminiscent of M.C. Escher’s most abstract artworks. Would P + F really have ignored her recommendations? Maybe they’d purchased new print routers and set them up in the same, dumb fashion as before, but that would be the height of idiocy.

A little chill went through her. Had any of Aggressor’s other clients been hacked after she ran a pen test—a penetration test—on them?

Three hours later, she’d managed to confirm five more attacks on former clients through various sources. And forgotten to eat dinner.

“Shit.” Heedless of the time, she dialed her boss. “Sorry to bother you at home, Duncan, but we have a problem.”


Chantilly, VA
Tuesday, 7:15 a.m.

HOLY SHIT, SHE DID IT. Scott Kramer was parked across the street from the Janus Aerospace satellite office in Chantilly that Valerie had entered ten minutes earlier with a handful of baby shower balloons and a cake box. He sat in the SUV he’d been using to surveil her for the last few days and tracked her progress as she left the building, now empty-handed.

The poor guard hadn’t stood a chance against her decked out as a full-throttle hottie in that body-hugging red dress and heels. Scott had about swallowed his tongue when she removed her jacket. Through his zoom lens she appeared close enough to touch, and God did he want to get his hands on her smooth skin and glossy brown hair.

Not that he ever would.

Instead he snapped photos. With the wind whipping her dark hair around her face, the self-satisfied smile on her lips, her shapely legs displayed to perfection, she turned more than a few heads on the way to her car. It’d be a shame to waste the chance to capture the moment, even if she’d never have a clue.

Even if she might be a traitor.


Published: February 2017, ISBN 9780991607327

Previous book in the series: Blind Ambition ~ Next book in the series: Running Blind