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Never give up

I was sad yesterday when a woman I’ve never met gave up her dream. She’s a member of an online writing class that I’ve been taking, and she received another rejection. It was the last straw. She’s apparently been writing for twenty years without publication and has decided to “face facts”.

Okay, granted, if I am still doing this in 2029 and I haven’t been published, maybe I’ll be considering giving up, too. But, I hope not. Because at the end of the day, I write because I’ve finally found the one piece in my life that was missing.

Yes, I want to be published. I really, really want to be published. I can’t imagine the joy of seeing my name on a book at Barnes & Noble, or better yet, receiving a check in the mail for it. But ultimately, I’m writing for me.

I hope that after a few days this woman will get beyond the pain and change her mind, but she might not. And, maybe writing romance isn’t what she’s meant to do, but I have to think that if she’s stuck with it this long, there must be something in it for her besides the desire for publication.

She may find that her characters won’t shut up until she writes their story. Or after a few weeks, the itch to write may overtake her when she least expects it. If writing (or anything else) is what you love, then it’s never a waste of time. For me, it has to be for me first, publication second.

The Daily Squirrel: airplance

Simon gripped the armrest, ignoring the overstuffed sausage of a man squeezed into the seat next to him. Why had he ever thought he could strap himself into a tiny, metal tube and leave the ground without having a panic attack? His chest contracted as if it was being crushed by a vise.

He fumbled with the seatbelt latch, unable to get it undone, trying desperately to catch his breath. If he didn’t get off this plane, he was going to die.

But then a baby’s cries pierced his consciousness, and he remembered why he was on the flight in the first place. Gloria. His beautiful, amazing Gloria was about to have his baby, and he wanted to be there.

He pulled a worn photo of his wife out of his shirt pocket and rubbed it gently with his thumb, as a flight attendant gave the safety briefing. No panic attack, no mere phobia would stop him. He might be half dead from fright when he arrived, but God dammit, he’d get through this flight.

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  1. Reply

    Oh, yuck. I hope she changes her mind. This is the reason I’m planning on going the whole “post online for free and podcast” if I don’t get an agent/publisher. I’m pretty sure I’m not fabulous, but it’d be fun to have others read my drivel.

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      I know what you mean, Daphne. We put so much work into writing that it’s hard to imagine it might never be read by anyone but close friends and my CP.

      I’ll be curious to hear about the podcast when you get it going. Good luck and thanks for stopping by!

  2. Martha W

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    I’m sure after a few days she’ll work around to the reasons she writes. Let’s hope so anyway.

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